Usually it would be snowing on the first day of December. I wish it was. Orange County is so boring, with our bland and typical weather patterns. I want rain. I want snow. I want something other than this. It’s just brutally cold in the morning, like 40 degrees, then it gets hot and the sun is out the entire time. I want some variety.
Five random facts of the day.
1. I need to catch up on Glee.
2. I have a boyfriend.
3. My hands are extremely dry right now.
4. Madrigals is going to start caroling soon!
5. I’m happy.
<— me in big glasses in los angeles today.
I went to Los Angeles for a doctor appointment today. I haven’t been taking my sertraline and it was just a check up, but now i’m going to start taking 25 mg because i don’t even take 50 when i’m supposed to. I’m kind of scared. I’ve never been off of medicine before. It’s going to be a big change. I used to rely on the medicine. and I mean… some of you may think thats a bad thing, but at the point I was at in 4th grade, It was all I could do. And i say that in combination with the hospital treatment and the months of therapy, medicine was a key component in my survival back then.
On a lighter note.
My favorite christmas song. IT REALLY GETS ME IN THE SPIRIT.
It’s that time of year again guys. I cant wait. Christmas is the BEST.
Madrigals is caroling soon. We have a lot of gigs this year. It’s going to be a busy month because I am going to go to all the gigs because I’m a senior and I need to cherish every last memory of madrigals before it all fades away. I can’t believe this is my last year. Madrigals has shaped the way I want to live, and has given me a path and made me stronger. Mr. Jamora, our teacher, has given me a gift that I can never repay him for. I have a passion for music and I know that no matter where I go or what I do this passion is going to follow me throughout my entire life.
It was keekend this past weekend after thanksgiving. I hung out with kiara pretty much the entire weekend. It was so great. I LOVE KIARA. she literally makes everything better and is such a true friend. I can always trust her. wanna see a pic of us kissing?
I cant imagine going away to college and not being with kiara every day. Although our friendship is pretty new, we are so alike and will always be friends. I can feel it. Also, omg after college we both wanna move to new york or something or boston together and live together and HAVE FUN. <3
I’m looking for a dress to wear to winter formal. I want to look really pretty. this quite possibly could be the last dance i go to where i have a chance to look pretty. Next dance, prom, is right after the spring musical. and I’m going to have to cut my hair into a bob for that. so… yeah. a bob. ew. although I may look good with a bob. we will see.
Love you all!
<3 Megan


40 is ‘brutally cold’? lulzlulzlulz
that’s what i said. MEG YOU CALIFORNIAN POOP, it’s been like 32 degrees ALL DAMN DAY. If it precipitated right now? it’d be snowing. it hasn’t snowed/stuck at least since thanksgiving… buuUuUuUut it rained a bunch tuesday or wednesday… i think… maybe….
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fran
yayness
how’s the medicine?
PAUL MC FUCKIN’ CARTNEY YES
and you can’t just… get a wig???!!??
i can’t picture you with a bob. but i’m sure it’d look fine ’cause you have Dream Hair.